It happened on the night of 2nd July 2017. And coincidently today is 2nd of November, exactly four months ago. She breathed her last.
To me it just a dream all I had to do was just to wake up and everything will be alright. Two times have the death of someone hurt me so much. First was my uncle, his death created a deep hole that hasn’t been filled yet. Then came my best friend’s dad. It was all shocking and sudden. I felt the pain run through my veins, my friend was in pain and I couldn’t help me.
But then my mum’s death was an entirely new experience for me. I just couldn’t explain my feelings, even now I still can’t.
Sometimes there is these sudden rush of emotions, grief. And I try never to think about or even to remember it for I know I can’t handle it.
My only consolation is that she died at peace with God. May God give her heaven as a reward for her good life on earth and for all her sufferings. Amen.